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MOVED MOVED MOVED,
Ill still be posting here by the way!

And now, when the beat is so strong;
I'll give my heart in a song
{3:31 PM}

Sigh Sigh Sigh,School was rather okay today.
Nothing much lah, i like lunch time,cause we can all slack
together and gather together and talk alot alot.
But this is also the time where i suffer,In silence.
We tend to make alot alot of noise,
screaming and shouting.
All the crap crap things lah.
Hahs,Running around,and piggybacking people.
So fun okay,i like it like alot alot.
But Today,Mrs Patrina Kor came up to scold us okay.
Like wth please.
Its Our lunch time,cannot talk isit.
Hahs,CRAP CRAP.
Prodots was okay lah,
suddenly i felt like doing work,
so didnt slack today,
went home on time. (:
Mr goh blardy has no reasons to keep us anymore,
OH and yeah,
the Japan exchange programmeeee.
Oh,i yearn so much to go okay.
Its not ex , $2500.
But the problem is, We stay at the Host's
family's house, And when they come over,
they will stay at our house.
Their accomadation,MY HOUSE.
My mum sure wont allow,
so i guess i just have to drop the idea of going to japan.
Sighh,So sad please.I WANT GO! ): ): ):
The Unrequited love; 2
OH's,anyway,
FEE;
Get well soon alrights,
dont forget that care,
cause i love you lah.
so simple, you stupiddd.
Never come and tell me about it also.
Maybe this a lil too early,
score well for your 'O's yeah.
And remember that ill be there for you no matter what,
anything that i can help,
ill try to help okays,See im so nice(:
Stay strong,dont keep falling sick.
IHeartYouTonnes,NurShafiqah

And now, when the beat is so strong;
I'll give my heart in a song
{6:11 PM}

KELLICEWASLYINGONME!

SLEEPNG!

&thefeelingsihaveforyou,canntbedescribed,
asitsdeepdeepinside.Seekingforyouinmydreams,
toholdyoutightandneverletyougo.

Today was a rather boring day.
Ms chang didnt come today,so we had 3 free periods,
so fun please,we went to the library for 2 periods,
and one period was wasted in the toilet.HAHA.
Lessons were as boring as usual,My life still the same.
Later have to redo assignment,DAMNIT.I DONT WANT.
HAHA,nevermind.i shall do it for the sake of doing.
Although i like slacking around,Doesnt mean that i dont study,
i do okay.SCIENCE LESSONS ARE BORING TO THE MAX!
hhahaha.We took pics (: Its rather obsene, so dont mind please(:
HAHA.UPLOADDDD.NOTHING ELSE LAH!
Ilikemyfrenchplaids(:
iloveyou,itriedlettingo,Buticant.

And now, when the beat is so strong;
I'll give my heart in a song
{4:05 PM}

Hahs,New blogskin.
Nice right,Thanks to mich.
Much loves(:

And now, when the beat is so strong;
I'll give my heart in a song
{4:57 PM}

REJECTIONS,REJECTIONS AND MORE REJECTIONS,
FUCK.IM SICK OF IT.
isolatemeinacorner,andleavemetorot and die.

And now, when the beat is so strong;
I'll give my heart in a song
{6:08 PM}

& i never thought ill sink this deep,
sinking right in.your presence is my happiness.
Seeing you around,i just wanna hold you so tight,
so that i can feel the warmth from you.
Failing to believe in love since,you picked me up.
Are you going to be the one that is going to fail me again?
i hope not.Seeing you sad,angry,i feel hurt.
I want to share your burden and be the one you love.

But will it ever be possible,when it is just ever
so contradicting?I thought it was all just an infatuation,
Now i know that its not,what can i do,
to make you stay here with me.
I want to hold you in my arms,and tell you im always here.
I avoided you because i dont want you to see me cry.
It hurts me much,just like thousands of needles pricking me,
when i see you,and cant have you.
Will it ever be possible,for you to be mine.
I hope so.The love i have for you,
cannot be described with words,actions will show.

Today,was a crying day.
Fun uh,sigh.
So boring okay.
i got nothing to say already lah!
everything just sucks to the max.
thanks my friends for being there for me.
I love you all okay.
sigh,no mood to blog already.
shalll blog later if i have the mood.
bye.
I wanna hold you tight/:

Labels: can i?, i wanna hold you tight

And now, when the beat is so strong;
I'll give my heart in a song
{1:29 PM}

Memories shoot pass my brains like bullets;

YOYOYO!
today was a rather boring day luh!
ahha,i ate today.
yesterday never eat.Hhaa.
lost weight luh!SO HAPPY!
im borderline underweight and i just found out.
Haha.Okay luh,Haha.
My ipod was nearly confiscated by mr goh okay.
Cause i was listening to it, and i fell asleep.
Then the whole class suddenly called my name.
I woke up,and forget to cupp my ears.
There are ear plugs on my ears.
mr goh saw and ask me what it was .
I said it was nothing.
Hahha.He let me off.He knew what i was doing.
He's being nice for the first time.HAHA!
Anyway,yesterday's valentine was not screwed up.
I HAD LOTSA FUN!hahahaahah
Thanks to these people.
Jasmine,Shiqin,FEE!<3,Yoges ma'am,Lynette ma'am,
Lynette tan,Nisa and others who gave me things.AND JASMINE LAU!
ahahhahhaha.Yeah.
went to watch EPIC MOVIE yesterday at cathay.
Haha,OH MY MAMA!
That movie is just Super censored okay.Haha.
All the eew eew scenes.
I THEREFORE ENCOURAGE YOU ALL TO NOT WATCH THAT.
M18 .hahah.((:
Fee,thanks for your Rose and your letter,it was really sweet and all.
hahaha.although its simple,haha
ILOVEYOUNURSHAFIQAH!HEHH!
i think that is all luh.have been crappping alot alot.

And now, when the beat is so strong;
I'll give my heart in a song
{4:05 PM}

&Hyprocrites do exist,
Dont put on a nice front in front of me,
And go gossip behind me,
Just tell everything to me straight at the face




SweetHeart;Gorgeous;

Kellsie And Me<3

CamWhoring In Toilet((;

After all these Crap in school,
Im sick,Sick in the mind.
You tell me that i avoid you,
well, look at yourself before telling others.
You dont even know how hurt i felt.
Sigh,And why are people treating me like
some sort of rubbish dump,Throwing me
only the extra valentine's gifts.
Im not Recycle bin okay.
You Dont want to give me,then dont give.
Dont say i give you extra.
LIKE what the Eff please.
Valentine's is super screwed, spending it with my seniors.
Omgz,ill die of boredom.SERIOUSLY.
luckily,still got people good to me.
Give me sweets and small gifts.
I love these people okay.((:
I saw the BITCH today.
OMG,please dont put my big name on your blog.
i dont feel honoured at all okay.
What the Lao please.
Thick skinned Bitch.
I shall study now.
Many tests coming up already.
i still love you;i just dont show,Cause i cant.):
ITS ALL SCREWED UP!

And now, when the beat is so strong;
I'll give my heart in a song
{8:30 PM}

TheForsakedLove Never Be returned;
We can never salvage that situation anymore.
its the end already;

Boring,Boring,Boring to the MAX.
Nothing to do in school one loh.
The usual boring devotions,
Usual boring lessons,
Usual Boring Everything.
The only thing that wasnt boring was that,
i saw Nur Shafiqah,
Omgz,I missed her to the max okay,
i dont know how long never talk to her already loh.(:
I love her((: Haha,
Went out After school today,
Again to lot one,and Again with Jasmine.
We were like so bored,So while we were eating our ice cream,
We started counting the amount of people that stared at us.
Haha,there was this group of girls that deliberately came to stare at us,
They walked up and down the pathway luh,Haha!
Isnt is obvious, the cannot make it one was staring at us.
I was so irritated okay,wanted to scold them.
But i was buying ice cream, so didnt bother loh.
Hahah.Ive got tonnes of work to do please.
Ih assignment,Lit Assignment and MORE!
Omgs,i want to die.Haha,Sec 2 is super stressful luh.
I want to skip school.PON PON PON!
I think that is all for today luh.
Seeing you around, Makes my heart ache badly
you will never be mine.

And now, when the beat is so strong;
I'll give my heart in a song
{4:46 PM}

AHHAA,NEW BLOGSKIN

And now, when the beat is so strong;
I'll give my heart in a song
{3:11 PM}

&was it all just an infatuation,
Im sure it was,i hope it was.
But i know it isnt,Sigh.
Infatuations and Contradictions

Its a boring day,
I hate weekends.
i want school,
but i dont want lessons.
Lessons are boring,especially boring.
I hate it okay,Walao.
the Lonely Valentine;

And now, when the beat is so strong;
I'll give my heart in a song
{8:16 PM}

&theshelfalwaysempty,
Contradictions & Infatuations.

What The Lao,
I created This Phrase.
How Smart, Hahaha.
Not alot Of things Happened today,
I Didnt go for my cca,
The sun was Scorching hot okay,
want me to die isit.Haha.
Somemore Be the Day i/c okay.
Haha.Now slacking at home.
Nothing better to do.
love is needed,for such a weak person like me;

And now, when the beat is so strong;
I'll give my heart in a song
{7:55 PM}

Walao eh.
Suddenly i heard some stuff
Guess what,
im going to be the Day i/c for red cross meeting tomorrow.
Like Wl please.
I wished for Year i/c, turn out,
Day i/c.
It's gonna be a really hard job okay,
there are like 28 year ones, 6 year twos and
20+ year 3 ma'ams.
Please add up that amount ,
and the answer is roughly.
60?!
OMGZ.ALFEE YOUR SO DEADDDDD.
YOUR GONNA SCREW EVERYTHING,
YES YOU WILL.
DIE DIE DIE.
WALAO EH.
i dont want i dont want.):

And now, when the beat is so strong;
I'll give my heart in a song
{8:45 PM}

Was it all just an infatuation?
Yes, It was.Im sure it was.
&love is being a bitch

Haha, A boring day in school.
Nothing to do one loh.
Only filled with stress,
assignments and stufff.
Wl.So much that i cant take it.
I want pierce 2nd earhole luHhh.))):
I want, i want, i want.(:
Hahah.It was all just an infatuation Please.
HEEEHHHHHH.
Went out today, to Lot one.Slacked and slacked.
Walked arnd.So Boring.
Bought food to eat,Boring Boring Boring.
hahaha.Gonna grow very FATTTT.
I dont care anymore.
shall go run for fun.
I think that is all for today,
i miss fee and people ):
You're out of my life, officialy(:

And now, when the beat is so strong;
I'll give my heart in a song
{5:48 PM}

Time Flies,and everything changes;
people change,surroundings around you change.
i am sick of all these shite, its okay.
Im gonna forget, anyway im not really deep into this.
Dont be friends also nevermind.
HAHA.i crazy already.Shall let it be.
i dont love you anymore(:

Today is a boring day.Haha.
got nothing to do at home.
have got to do homework,
but ended up watching tv and using comp.(:
ahah.I know im a good girl.
im super duper boredddd.
SOMEONE be nice and Entertain me Please.
HEEEE.(:

And now, when the beat is so strong;
I'll give my heart in a song
{7:52 PM}

Today was a Freaking Irritating Day.
the day started out fine,
but turned out really bad.
During Prodots,mr Goh Kept picking on us okay.
I tried to concentrate, and for the first freaking time,
I DIDNT TALK.
how many times must i say.
had the urge to slit, so i did, aye.one only.
Then people go baodo.Waliao.
Damnit kay.We saved ourselves. Me and Bestie(Kellice).
PHEW.haha.But heard that he is going to talk to us again.
Whatever luh.You think i care.No right.haha.Yes,No.
Sigh.Everything is crashing upon me at the same time.

To You;
Me and you are drifting apart.
We rarely talk anymore, i dont want that you know.
I cry in silence,not telling you.
I lost you before and please i dont want to lose you again.
Maybe i did something wrong,if i did, correct me.
And i will change.
Dont treat me so cold.
Dont give me the cold shoulder.
Dont pretend you didnt see me around.
I want back the happy times we had.
I want.Because Fee<3i love you.
Your one that never fails to be there whenever i need you,
one that never gets tired of my whinings,
one that will listen to my naggings and complains,
one that would never forsake me if anything happened,
So yeah.Your the one that i would love alot alot alot.(:
Your like my sister, one that would never get tired of me(i dont know luh,
i assume that it is.)i really love youuu.Dont leave me alone okay.

HEEEEEEEE.alfee is emotionally unstable.

And now, when the beat is so strong;
I'll give my heart in a song
{5:37 PM}

we drifted apart;
and i dont want that.
it hurts me alot.

And now, when the beat is so strong;
I'll give my heart in a song
{6:24 PM}

Shiqin.Jasmine.Me.Kellice CAMWHORING in Toilet.

And now, when the beat is so strong;
I'll give my heart in a song
{8:30 PM}

A not very interesting day.
went to eat steamboat,
and went shopping at suntec.
bought stuff.Puma pencilcase GREEN.
and clothes from FOX.
i simply &hearts Fox clothes.
They're so pretty!(:
Haha.Bought a nike waterbottle that is green too.
LoLs.ive got a boring life.
I've got tonnes of homework to complete.
Shall study the whole of tomorrow.
LoLs.yeah.(:
i think that is all.
valentine's day is kinda screwed.
but luckily fee going out with me on the 15th. ;D

And now, when the beat is so strong;
I'll give my heart in a song
{10:43 PM}

VALENTIME IN 13 days!&hearts


HELLO!haha
its the first day of the month.
and it started off really badly.
aye.im sick and tired of all these already okay.
hahah.but who cares.aye.well.i dont.
i only know i love nur shafiqah to the max.
HAHA.im so boored.
tonnes of homework not done yet.

And now, when the beat is so strong;
I'll give my heart in a song
{8:28 PM}

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