And i was born to tell you i love you;
and i am torn to do what i have to; to make you mine.
but its not possible tonight.and im tired of being alll alone.

AYEE.
i heard some bad news today.
aye.i am giving up.because i know i have to.
ive got no more strength to hold on to all these shite anymore.
its of no use already.
NO USE!
aye.aye.aye.forget it man alfee.
this is a lesson learnt.
never be so stupid.DONT BE.
although i still love you like ultralord.but uh.
LET GO!
byebye.ahhaha.
ILOVEFEE!&hearts
because of you.
im not lonely on the day where almost noone is lonely.
thanks.
i really appreciate it.
YOU ROCK TO THE MAX!(:
anyway.
SOME people is trying to break our friendship up.
so irritating please.
can you like please freaking stop it.CMI.
PLEASE LOH!
____ off luh.
ALFEEEEE.&hearts

And now, when the beat is so strong;
I'll give my heart in a song
{5:46 PM}

HELLO!
hah.new blogskin.
all thanks to yoges ma'am this time.(:
love you to the max.<3
haha.i dont know what to blog about.
i just want to say.
I FEEL LAZYY.
im so happy.
hahaa.cause im crazy.
doesnt make sense uh.
ILOVEFEETOTHEMAX!&hearts
she makes me feel loved.(:
TAKEECAREEE,ALFEEE.
ive got a valentine`/but i still want you.):

And now, when the beat is so strong;
I'll give my heart in a song
{10:59 PM}

OKAY i'm done with your skin ALFEEEEEE. delete this post after reading laa. i feel like posting my name EVERYWHERE because YOGES IS THE GREATEST! :DD

so, yea. make ammendments to the skin and all. esp the welcome msg and updates. do it the ALFEE way!

takkaire. <33

P.S BE STRONG. WOOTS! D:

And now, when the beat is so strong;
I'll give my heart in a song
{7:50 PM}

HAPPY BIRTHDAY NURSHAFIQAH!<333
MY BESTEST SENIOR!ILOVEYOUTOTHEMAXPLEASE!
YOU ROCK!

many things happened.
but yeah.aye.panadols are getting me into deep shite.
i hate it.
i did allow my friends to take it.
they dont want listen to me.
they threathen me .
what can i do?
aye.what is done cant be undone.
anyway.
im sorry.they are hospitalised.
my fault.okay.aye.i tried my best already.

TO FEE;
please dont leave in the lurch.
i will die .seriously.
im not jokingokay.
i will die emotionally.
you are the closest to me.
if i lose you also.
i dont know what is going to happen to me.
you are freaking important to me please.
ILOVEYOUTOTHEMAX.
im willing to do anything for you.
takecare;i will not do it again.
this i promise you.
FEE!alfeeissogoingtoloveyouforever.
am i isolated? : (

And now, when the beat is so strong;
I'll give my heart in a song
{11:39 PM}

Will my weakness far from now (?) make me suffer for a life time
Is there anyway to be remade whole again?
If I feel renewed and find forgiveness and find the strength I've never had
Will my scares forever ruin all God's plan?

Is She not strong enough?
Is She not pure enough?
To break me, pour me out, and start again
Is She not brave enough?
To take one chance on me
Please can I have one chance to start again?

She took my life into his hands and it turned it all around
In my most desperate circumstance
It's there I finally found

That You are strong enough
That You are pure enough
To break me, pour me out and start again
That You are brave enough
To take one chance on me
Oh Thank You for my chance to start again

And now, when the beat is so strong;
I'll give my heart in a song
{9:11 PM}

♥ NUR SHAFIQAH!LOVE YOU!

Nur shafiqah's birthday is in 2 days.
then she will be 17 already.haha.
cool right.i also want to be 17.
HEEE.i love her okay.
FEEE.HAPPY ADVANCEDD BIRTHDAY!<33
i bought the tamagotchi for you already.
hope when you use it.you will remember me.
that is all i ask from you.can?
haha.its pink.kinda gay right.
but still i hope you like it.
you say that you will take any colour except blue right.
you never say you dont want pink what.lols.
its ex okay.you should be very thankful.
i dont buy such expensive gifts for my other friends.
you're the first please.
appreciate it horh.((:
aye.no matter what.
ill always be here for you.
you rock my teddy bear world.haha.
takecare okay.
all the best for you 'O's' this year.
may all your wishes come true.
:D:D.
ALFEEEEEEEEEE.

can anyone teach me how to let go`/cause i dont know how to. ) :

And now, when the beat is so strong;
I'll give my heart in a song
{5:40 PM}

my heart shattered;when i came to know,it was all just false hopes.

Now.i know.
that its really really impossible already.
its time for me to let go.
and let all the memories go.
you gave me hopes.
not high but a little.
but yeah.now i know.
it was all false hopes.
i may not get the chance to be with you.
and i know the lucky person will.
wells.i know it waas all impossible from the start.
but i tried to wait and see if it was all impossible.
but now i know.its never possible.
i should start looking for someone.
that i can really go for.
and not tear my paper heart;
for it will bleed non stop.
the person who tore it.
shall mend it for me.
but i know it is impossible already.
for you to even mend it for me.
now .
ill give up on everything.
andd go on with my new life.
`/although i know that i still love you. ) :
forget it.im letting you go.
hope that you will be happier with that person.
and may everything go well for you.
takelotsacare.all the best to you.

i dont want to let go`/but i have to

And now, when the beat is so strong;
I'll give my heart in a song
{1:27 PM}

♥ILOVEFEEE,TEDDYBEARR!


♥ILOVE _______.
i think you are the cutestt person i ever met,
you know.
lols.you dont know.
haha.you are like so freaking cute yesterday can
during cca fair.
you rock to the ultimate.
you lent my jacket.
and even if you cant return me.
its okay.
i will give it to you.
you cant catch a cold.
but i can.
you are the dearest of mine.
you've sinked deeper and deeper into
my heart.its been like 5-6 months already.
it may not be very long.
but it already seem very long to me.
seeing you everyday in school.
but never picked up the courage to go and talk to you.
your smile melts my heart.
is this really true love?
you took my breath away.
i can say that you are the cutest person ive ever met on earth.
no matter whatever people say about you.
i wont care.cause i still love you.
and i love you for you are.
no matter what you did to me.
even if you dont love me.
its fine.
as long as i know that your happy.
im contented enough.
IMISSSYOU!.
&wouldyoueverbelongtome?
ihopeonedayyouwill.[:



TO FEEEE:
MY DEAR KAKAAAA!
♥ILOVEYOU!<33
i tell you uh.
better not joke about those serious things anymore uh.
i will cry hor.
seriously.im not kidding.
i can dont talk to _______.
but i cant dont talk to you loh.
so you better stop bullying meee.
you can bully me luh.
but not too.you know.haha
nevermind.
i wont be angry with you even if you bully me.
cause i love you.:D
you rockk.my KAKA.
thanks for everything.
IMISSYOUU.
we must talk more in school okaye.
treasure every minute and second that we spend together.
although you may not want to spend it with me.
but with.err yeah.
i hope the one i spend my sec 2 life with.
is you.KAKA!SISTERRR.
BYEEEE.

And now, when the beat is so strong;
I'll give my heart in a song
{8:25 PM}

I DONT WANT TO GO FOR RED CROSS TOMORROW!]:

its gonna make me sad.
I DONT WANTTT!
i hate it okaye.
i want to change my cca.this seriously sucks.
there is always some freaking teachers to break everything up.
and that is seriously very irritating.
AND.i hate it.
aiya.WHATTEVERR.
illl just go straight home after that.
MUHAHHAAHAH!im so evil.
who cares anyway.
LOLS.

And now, when the beat is so strong;
I'll give my heart in a song
{4:55 PM}

HELLO!

LOLS.
didnt go school for two days mans.
slacked at home like siao.
HHAA.im going crazy.
because of some stupid sort of skin disease.
dont caree.healed already luh.
HAIYO.
WHO CARES?!NOBODY!
LOLS.dont care.
im sick of everything mans.
HAHA.
practicallly nothing to blog about luh.
all the crap shite.
i think that is all.
I MISS FEE!<333
I MISS MY BABES!<333
LOLS.i MISS YOOU!<333333
YOU KNOW?HAH
YOU DONT KNOW.
LAME SIA.
LOLS.

you're back,i miss you,can i tell you? ) :

And now, when the beat is so strong;
I'll give my heart in a song
{7:59 PM}

in 2006 will you be loving me more?
will you open your door;will you come catch me when i fall?
OH BABAYYE.im gonna give you all the lovee i havee.
ILOVEYOU.ILOVEYOU.and i know you dont.
will i see you there tomorrow.BABAYE cant you see.
my love in me. BABAYE.I NEEDD YOU!

HELLOS.
wentt to scchool toddayee.
rather boring luhhs.
do classworrk.thenn crapp.
sleptt durinng sciencee.xP
cant help it mans.TOO BORING!
slept on kellice's leggs too.SOO SOFFT!
LOLS.soundds wrrongg.MUAHHA.
i kinda bullied MR LIM.
LOLS.DONTT CAREE ALRR.
i almost whole day never see FEE!<33333
I MISSED HERR TO THHE MAX can!
LOLS.looked for her during my lunchh.
and after prodotss.SHEE ROCKK TO THE MAX CAN.
I SOO LOVE HERR.
today is quite a boring day.
HAD CONFLICTSS .
SAWW SOMME IRRITATTINGG PPL TODDAYEE.
KEEP STARRING LOHH.
DONNT KNOWW FORR WHATT.
EYEE GOTT PROBLEEM ISITT.
IRRITATING TO THE MAX CAN!
BLEAH.LOLS.
CANNOT MAKE IT DONT TRY TO MAKE IT.
CAUSE STILL CANNOT MAKE IT[REFERRING TO BITCH]
LOLS.
people think i have feelings for _____!
LIKE WTTH.NO!
SAYY CAN MAKEE IT ANDD HOTT.
DOESS NOTT MEANN ANYTHING LOH.
ITS JUST PUREE COMPLIMMENTS AND NOTHINGG ELSEE.
SO YEAHH.
please dont get the wrong idea okaye.
haha.
i think that's all.

you're in camp;i miss you to the max okaye. ) :

And now, when the beat is so strong;
I'll give my heart in a song
{6:36 PM}

NUR SHAFIQAH!
WHYYY MUST YOUU GO AAWWAY!
LEEAVING ME ALONEE HEERRE.
YOUU EVVVIL PEERSON!
EVEERYTIME SHOCKEE MEE!
I WILL MISS YOUU OKKAYE.
YOUU MUSSTT REMMEMBEER ME OKKAYE.
DONTT FORGGET MEEE.
I WONNT EVVERR FORGEET YOU.
SO YOUU BEETTER REEMEMBEER MME!
OR YOOU DIEEE!
ISTTILLLOVEYOUUOKKAYE.
LOVEEYOUTTOBITTS.
YOUROCCKTOTHEEMAXOKKAYEE!
ILLNEVEERFORGETTHEMEMORIESYOUUGAVEEME.
ITWASALLHAPPYONEES.
MAYYBEGOTTSADONEES.
BUTIWILLREALLYMISSYOULUH!
IDONTCARE.
IMUSTTHUGGYOUUBEFOREEYOUGGO!
OKKAYE.
BYEE.MY FRIEND;SIS.
TAKECARE;GODBLESS. [:

And now, when the beat is so strong;
I'll give my heart in a song
{7:07 PM}

HELLO!*
hahahs.it was quite a tiring day in school.
lessons have started and we have to get back to serious work.
LOLS.like wth.
the CWO thing i didnt kena today.
but i know someday i will.
haha.PREDICTABLLEE.
there's like one whole row of ppl that have to go for CWO luhh.
ahhahs.that's like so embarrassing can.
SCARRAYE!i hate CWO!sucks cann.
hahas.had to carraye year books can.
SO HEAVVY!nearly brokee all my bonnes.xP
LOLS.who bothers.
why am i always seeing you around nowadays.
heh.DONT CARE.
ANW.mrs loong called my name in the morning during
devotion.SO PAISEH CAN.
everybody turn and look at me.and Started bursting into laughter.
LIKE OMG PLSSSS.i pretended i didnt hear.
dont care.
so what if it is mrs loong.
im ALFEEE LAWWW!
GOTT LAWWWW OKKKAYEE.
LOLS.lame.
I SO LOVEE FEEE<3.
you rockk okkaye.
see i so nice.blog about you.
I SOO LOVVEE the CLIQUE!<3
I THINK THATT"SS ALL.
I STILL LOVEE YOUUU.HOLDDING ONN<3

And now, when the beat is so strong;
I'll give my heart in a song
{4:34 PM}

LONG TIMME NOO BLOGG
and school's reopened.
ohh my mama.
im luckyy as most off ourr teaccherrs aree nice!
mrs teyis ourr ih teaccher.shee lookss fierce
but she's actually nicee.but can tell that sshe is strictt.
ms yatimy forrm teachher and HE teaccher.
SHE's NICE okaayee.hahaha.
mrs khoomathhs teachher anddd forrm tuttorr.
shee's funnayee and niccee.[:
mr gohhsciencee teaccher.bioo andd chemm.
hahahs.hee's nott as nicee as thee otherr's but okkaye luhh.HAHA.
ms changgenglishh teachherr.she looks fiercee but actually she's
nice.hahas.becausee shee givees us extennsionss for ourr homework. xD
see.i already toldd youu she''s nicee.
STILL GOT SOMEMORE,BUT FORGET ALREADY.UHUHS.HA.
ive got a new blogskin.
FEEdid it for me.NICE RIGHT!
HAHA.ISOLOVEHER!SHEROCKKOKAAYE.
HEH.people say i changed.
to be someone that is more cheerfull and happyy.
i amm alwayss likee that whhatt.
maybee becauusee you donnt really know mme thatt wells.
haha.i donnt care manss.
i just hope that everrythingg is goingg smoothly forrr you.
andd ill be happy enoughh alrr.
easilly contentedd huh?i KNOW.
althoughh i still havee feelinngss for youu.
what'ss the use?
youu dont havee feelingss for mme.
what''s the pointts mans.
i mayy look happaye onn the surrfacee.
but deeep downn insidee.im actually still dull andd emptyy.
wells.i knoow you donnt bother.
but sinnce this is myy blogg.
ill just post whhateverr i wannt too.
HAHA. i so lovee thee CLIQUE!<3333
theyy rockk cannn.hahahs.
thankks forr alwayss beingg there.
AND of course FEE!
myy friendds takee up a bigg partt of my lifee.
becausee wheenever i neeed themm.they'rre theree.
LOVEE YOUUU ALL TTOO BITTS<33333
LOVEES;ALFEE
TAKEECAREE;GODBLEESS. XP

And now, when the beat is so strong;
I'll give my heart in a song
{12:30 PM}

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