Friday, November 24, 2006
IM KINDA SICK AND TIRED OF MY LIFE.
i hate it when things go wrong.
i just talked to my close friend.
she told me quite alot of things.
i hate it.
reality is scary.
i dunno why.
many people thinks that you are not worth me.
maybe you really dont.
is it worth still waiting on?
well,i dont know.
or just to say.i pretend not to know..
the truth iis im still waiting.
you are happy then you talk to me.
when your not happy.you wont talk to me.
you are the always the one
who get me on the roller coaster.
sometimes when im down.you will make me high.
when im high.you will make me low.
my heart really breaks when i find out that the person
that you really love arent me.
and will never be me.
i know it.
VERY CLEARLY.
but i dunno why.
im like a idiot standing in the rain waiting for you to bring me an umbrella
when i know that would never happen.
ive been waitng for you.
for like 4 months alr.
its not long.
but to me.as each day passes.
a stab in my heart is very normal.
i know that you wont care or bother.
but i have noone to tell this to.
except for my blog.
aiya.
i dunno.
should i just give up?
haiya.
ALFEE AH.FACE REALITY.
MIXED EMOTIONS`
And now, when the beat is so strong;
I'll give my heart in a song
{12:35 AM}
